Haih. First time ever, aku jadi badmood dalam kelas.

I think my jokes are too harsh that some people misinterpret my jokes as something serious. Its like when I pretend to be mad, some people could detect that I'm just playing around, but some people can't. They're way too naive, I must say.

The thing that disappoint me is, why didn't they ask me first. If I am really mad, or if I am just mad, or if I am just playing along.

If this keeps on happening, I wonder what people around would say about me. Will they think diferently? Would they have a bad impression on me?

Maybe I think too much on what people say instead of paying attention to what is really important. Well, I don't even know what's really important, so how could I pay my utmost attention? Lol.

And maybe, I should get rid of this ridiculous feelings I have for him. I've tried, tell me about it. It ain't easy to accomplish that since I meet him everyday. The attachment is just getting stronger.

Whatever.
Bye.