Whats up? Me, all the same. Except that I'm going to further my studies less than a week, insyaAllah. Finally, I get the chance to be independent. Though it wasn't something I chose. Lol. If I have the choice to just sit at home or go to an unfamiliar place and spend years living there, you know exactly which one I'd choose. But this time, I've no choice. I can't just laze around while my other siblings are working so hard studying. So, I'm off to study! 

Of course people, I am sad. I have to leave this comfortable house I lived in and beds I slept on for years. My journey is gon be tough. I spend 18 freaking years sleeping with my mom. I hug her so that I can fall asleep quickly, which is like every night. And I have the habit of touching someone when I'm about to sleep, because I need to feel safe. Only that way, I can sleep. Now imagine, who's willing to do any of that for me? Like letting me hug them, or touch them, or sniff at them. I surely gonna miss mom so much :( :( God, can I take her with me? Just her. :(

I know I'll have to get used to the new surrounding eventually. But they said the first month gon be hell. In case you guys are throwing hatred, yeah I am no independent. I depends on my mom, completely. I acknowledge my weakness, and my flaws. You still hate me? I really don't mind. :)

Spread love, everybody. But I aint gon return yo love, love. Sayonara