I used to type that a lot. Like a lot. To hide my sadness, of course. People nowadays are more to ":')" but I don't like that. That smiley is like telling people that you're not okay but you pretend to be okay. Isnt it obvious? I mean if you are really strong, you dont need people to come to you and ask, "are you okay?" "What's going on?" But if you're not, you may go on with that smiley. I just wanna say that it bothers me. Why dont you just go straight and tell people that you're not okay and talk, instead of wanting them to ask. You know, people doesnt always care for you. So, that mindset could just lead you to a huge disappointment when they dont ask. 

For me, everytime I've a problem, I just keep it to myself. Sometimes I share it with haziqah. And when my other close friends do ask, sometimes I'll go with "entahlah" or just tell them the whole story. There are things that you can share with just anyone, and things that shall be kept private. 

And do know, everytime I promised you I won't tell anyone about your secret, I mean it. I've been keeping big things these days, haih of course it is a burden. I wish people didn't tell me those things. Hey, I do avoid it okay. I even tell 'em that I don't want to know. But they just keep wanting to tell me. I've no other choice...  I'll not let any of it slip out of my mouth, InsyaAllah.

We'll get through this, okay? He wont test you with something that you're not capable of. So don't worry, and don't stop praying. He knows the best. 

:)

Now, thats a sincere smile.

Till then,

Me. x