I miss you.

I miss you so much that it hurts. I've always wanted to meet you, but I'm too nervous & scared. Scared that my complexion will chase you away. Nervous to be my own self infront of you. Maybe you love the person you talked to on the phone for all these years, but who knows if you don't like the real me?

I want you in my life. I've always wanted you. But trust, that's one thing I don't have in you. I don't trust you. I would've said yes to everything, if I trust you. How do I get 'em back? Its hard. Hard enough for me to even agree, to even say yes.

I love you. I've always loved you, from the beginning.

Note that.