We only start to appreciate a person when they're no longer on our side.

Its true then, what they say. I'm feeling exactly the same. I should've been nicer. I should'nt have treated him like that. I should'nt have been mean. I should've appreciate every single things he did for me.

Who am I referring to? My first love, who's no longer on my side, even as a friend & singing-partner. I'm just a stranger with memories, I guess.

Why don't I make the first step to approach him? You know how women are. We think too much. Who knows if he's annoyed with me. Who knows if he hates me. What if I'm just disturbing his life. What if he misunderstand my intention because I rarely start a conversation first. You see now why I can't?

Sad? Yeah.
But life goes on
:')

Moral of the story: Appreciate things, even if its a small one, before its gone, eternally.