When I'm all alone, I'll start to be like this again. Its like, thousands of thought were waiting till I'm alone on a bed, putting on earpod, then they comes like a big group of unaware bombs. This makes me think, dat fun moments I had with my family & friends, are those fake? Was I not being myself? But tbh, I'm really happy when they're around. It feels like, these are probably one of d reasons why Allah let me live in His beautiful dunya. I thank Him, for all things.

But sorry, I just can't shut my lonely side away.

Getting all emo and stuff. Haha. ME.