What's so sad about wed day? People are happy on their engagement day, but cry all over on their nikah day. Shouldn't they be happier?

Back then, I didnt understand. But as the time passes by, I went to loads of weds. I realized, those tears, isn't totally caused by sadness. Half of it is happiness. The pairs are happy, bc finally, they get to be halal with the person they hv been longing. They can do everything, that non-mahrams cant. I seriously envy that :c

But they are sad too. Bc once the akad nikah is done, that means, they r officially a wife & husbands, and they need to be apart from their family. Especially, the woman. Yeah, they have to obey their husband. The responsibilities for the pairs increases. But this doesn't really affect anything tho.

Idk. I just feel like talking about marriage. I used to hate it. Marriage is a process that requires a lifetime commitment, and I'm so not ready for that. I'll say, "jauh lagi" to my friends who eagers abt marrying someone. I mean, who knows what would happen itf? I myself dont know either, but taking extra care is a must.

Have you guys listen to wrecking ball by miley cyrus? That song, is too deep. I- cant.. describes me perfectly. But I'm not that damaged, I still can be fixed lol :p

Buhbye fellas.