Thursday, September 12, 2013 • Thursday, September 12, 2013 • 0 comments
Muka tak cam yeye pulak. Hahaha sorry, but I was too happy. This is after the 5th (I think) chemical peeling treatment. So after this, I can do the treatment if I want to, but if I dont want to then its okay :p Hehe I'm free from pain! Now I know how it feels like when someone throws acid on your skin. This treatment used acid to kill the inside root of pimps, if I'm not mistaken. It hurts a lot. But I'm already used to the pain of breaking pimps before, so its fine with me. Doct suggest me to do laser treatment for hair or for scars. But she said I'm still too young, its not that I'm goin to get married soon pun kan, so she thought there's no need to do laser for scars. It'll fade away, but it takes a very long time lah. Plus, the treatment is too expensive. 700 bucks per treatment. I've wasted enough money. Poor my parens T.T And for the laser hair, its to remove those hair on face. You might not see it but most ppl (notice the word MOST) have hairy face, but its not that obvious tho. I've seen mine once, since d doctor used entah apa nama benda alah tu but I can see my pores and hairs on face clearly lah. I have many hairs on my forehead. And that explains why my forehead looks dark in pictures. Those hairs make someone's face look dark in photos & in real life too. So I was like, "even with those thounsands of hair, I still look fair. Just imagine if I dont have any of it, I'd be super white!" So that was when I become greedy, and wanted to do it. Soon. After school. That treatment isn't that expensive. Around 400 bucks. I still can use my money on that. Hehe
I do realize, a woman would withstand pain to be pretty. Crazy. I had never thought I'd be one of those "beauty-freak". Well probably because, I'm not pretty. I envy those who owns a flawless skin. Awh T.T And height. I do want to grow taller. 163 cm is surely not enough. I get insecure when I'm shorter than a guy. I know its normal lah kan for a guy to be taller, but I still dont like it. Haha I am very typical and common kan. Sad, a lil bit on d inside. :')
Thursday, September 12, 2013 • Thursday, September 12, 2013 • 0 comments
Muka tak cam yeye pulak. Hahaha sorry, but I was too happy. This is after the 5th (I think) chemical peeling treatment. So after this, I can do the treatment if I want to, but if I dont want to then its okay :p Hehe I'm free from pain! Now I know how it feels like when someone throws acid on your skin. This treatment used acid to kill the inside root of pimps, if I'm not mistaken. It hurts a lot. But I'm already used to the pain of breaking pimps before, so its fine with me. Doct suggest me to do laser treatment for hair or for scars. But she said I'm still too young, its not that I'm goin to get married soon pun kan, so she thought there's no need to do laser for scars. It'll fade away, but it takes a very long time lah. Plus, the treatment is too expensive. 700 bucks per treatment. I've wasted enough money. Poor my parens T.T And for the laser hair, its to remove those hair on face. You might not see it but most ppl (notice the word MOST) have hairy face, but its not that obvious tho. I've seen mine once, since d doctor used entah apa nama benda alah tu but I can see my pores and hairs on face clearly lah. I have many hairs on my forehead. And that explains why my forehead looks dark in pictures. Those hairs make someone's face look dark in photos & in real life too. So I was like, "even with those thounsands of hair, I still look fair. Just imagine if I dont have any of it, I'd be super white!" So that was when I become greedy, and wanted to do it. Soon. After school. That treatment isn't that expensive. Around 400 bucks. I still can use my money on that. Hehe
I do realize, a woman would withstand pain to be pretty. Crazy. I had never thought I'd be one of those "beauty-freak". Well probably because, I'm not pretty. I envy those who owns a flawless skin. Awh T.T And height. I do want to grow taller. 163 cm is surely not enough. I get insecure when I'm shorter than a guy. I know its normal lah kan for a guy to be taller, but I still dont like it. Haha I am very typical and common kan. Sad, a lil bit on d inside. :')
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Thursday, September 12, 2013 | Thursday, September 12, 2013 | 0 comments
Muka tak cam yeye pulak. Hahaha sorry, but I was too happy. This is after the 5th (I think) chemical peeling treatment. So after this, I can do the treatment if I want to, but if I dont want to then its okay :p Hehe I'm free from pain! Now I know how it feels like when someone throws acid on your skin. This treatment used acid to kill the inside root of pimps, if I'm not mistaken. It hurts a lot. But I'm already used to the pain of breaking pimps before, so its fine with me. Doct suggest me to do laser treatment for hair or for scars. But she said I'm still too young, its not that I'm goin to get married soon pun kan, so she thought there's no need to do laser for scars. It'll fade away, but it takes a very long time lah. Plus, the treatment is too expensive. 700 bucks per treatment. I've wasted enough money. Poor my parens T.T And for the laser hair, its to remove those hair on face. You might not see it but most ppl (notice the word MOST) have hairy face, but its not that obvious tho. I've seen mine once, since d doctor used entah apa nama benda alah tu but I can see my pores and hairs on face clearly lah. I have many hairs on my forehead. And that explains why my forehead looks dark in pictures. Those hairs make someone's face look dark in photos & in real life too. So I was like, "even with those thounsands of hair, I still look fair. Just imagine if I dont have any of it, I'd be super white!" So that was when I become greedy, and wanted to do it. Soon. After school. That treatment isn't that expensive. Around 400 bucks. I still can use my money on that. Hehe
I do realize, a woman would withstand pain to be pretty. Crazy. I had never thought I'd be one of those "beauty-freak". Well probably because, I'm not pretty. I envy those who owns a flawless skin. Awh T.T And height. I do want to grow taller. 163 cm is surely not enough. I get insecure when I'm shorter than a guy. I know its normal lah kan for a guy to be taller, but I still dont like it. Haha I am very typical and common kan. Sad, a lil bit on d inside. :')
