Monday, February 13, 2012 • Monday, February 13, 2012 • 0 comments
I am doing my homework right now. Am? WAS, actually. I gave up. Prinsip Akaun? The hell. It looks easy when the teacher guides us, like the next step you have to do this bla bla bla and so on, but when I do it, all by myself, I'm blank. WHERE DO ALL THE FORMATS GO?! Ya Allah.. I'm soo fucked up right now. Tension. I talked to my parents, but then they said "Its normal. Everything is hard, and it all depends on you. Try hard, study smart." That's all I get. And its fucking not enough to make me go peace. My beloved guys pun isn't here. Didn't heard Akmal's and Aman's voice for a week. I bet Iwan would respond it with laughter and even worse than that, nothing. While Aman will comfort and give sweet words.. Motivate me. Oh, heaven.
I'm comparing. I'm the bad bitch. Sorry. Shouldn't have typed that, but I'm just too lazy to press backspace button.
Can I move to 4 science 4? They only have 9 subjects. They don't have Biology. They don't have Prinsip Akaun. I can learn Seni. Seni is guided by the teachers, so it's easier to score an A for SPM. Can I? Besides, I don't know where I'm heading. Ambition? Give me one. I don't have any interest. Doctor? Dentist? I'm not genius. Engineering? What's that all about? Explain please? Accountant? I can't even pass the first chapter of Prinsip Akaun. Lawyer? Uhm, I haven't consider that yet. Guess I need to read more? Nah. I like numbers. Lecturer? Teacher? I dont.. like being that. Don't ask why, cus I also dont know. Actress? Singer? Never. Stewardess? Ew.
Monday, February 13, 2012 • Monday, February 13, 2012 • 0 comments
I am doing my homework right now. Am? WAS, actually. I gave up. Prinsip Akaun? The hell. It looks easy when the teacher guides us, like the next step you have to do this bla bla bla and so on, but when I do it, all by myself, I'm blank. WHERE DO ALL THE FORMATS GO?! Ya Allah.. I'm soo fucked up right now. Tension. I talked to my parents, but then they said "Its normal. Everything is hard, and it all depends on you. Try hard, study smart." That's all I get. And its fucking not enough to make me go peace. My beloved guys pun isn't here. Didn't heard Akmal's and Aman's voice for a week. I bet Iwan would respond it with laughter and even worse than that, nothing. While Aman will comfort and give sweet words.. Motivate me. Oh, heaven.
I'm comparing. I'm the bad bitch. Sorry. Shouldn't have typed that, but I'm just too lazy to press backspace button.
Can I move to 4 science 4? They only have 9 subjects. They don't have Biology. They don't have Prinsip Akaun. I can learn Seni. Seni is guided by the teachers, so it's easier to score an A for SPM. Can I? Besides, I don't know where I'm heading. Ambition? Give me one. I don't have any interest. Doctor? Dentist? I'm not genius. Engineering? What's that all about? Explain please? Accountant? I can't even pass the first chapter of Prinsip Akaun. Lawyer? Uhm, I haven't consider that yet. Guess I need to read more? Nah. I like numbers. Lecturer? Teacher? I dont.. like being that. Don't ask why, cus I also dont know. Actress? Singer? Never. Stewardess? Ew.
Serabut.
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Monday, February 13, 2012 | Monday, February 13, 2012 | 0 comments
I am doing my homework right now. Am? WAS, actually. I gave up. Prinsip Akaun? The hell. It looks easy when the teacher guides us, like the next step you have to do this bla bla bla and so on, but when I do it, all by myself, I'm blank. WHERE DO ALL THE FORMATS GO?! Ya Allah.. I'm soo fucked up right now. Tension. I talked to my parents, but then they said "Its normal. Everything is hard, and it all depends on you. Try hard, study smart." That's all I get. And its fucking not enough to make me go peace. My beloved guys pun isn't here. Didn't heard Akmal's and Aman's voice for a week. I bet Iwan would respond it with laughter and even worse than that, nothing. While Aman will comfort and give sweet words.. Motivate me. Oh, heaven.
I'm comparing. I'm the bad bitch. Sorry. Shouldn't have typed that, but I'm just too lazy to press backspace button.
Can I move to 4 science 4? They only have 9 subjects. They don't have Biology. They don't have Prinsip Akaun. I can learn Seni. Seni is guided by the teachers, so it's easier to score an A for SPM. Can I? Besides, I don't know where I'm heading. Ambition? Give me one. I don't have any interest. Doctor? Dentist? I'm not genius. Engineering? What's that all about? Explain please? Accountant? I can't even pass the first chapter of Prinsip Akaun. Lawyer? Uhm, I haven't consider that yet. Guess I need to read more? Nah. I like numbers. Lecturer? Teacher? I dont.. like being that. Don't ask why, cus I also dont know. Actress? Singer? Never. Stewardess? Ew.
