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Friendship? Male? NO SUCH THING.
Monday, January 9, 2012 • Monday, January 09, 2012 • 0 comments

"An insecere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your heart."

You guys would never know how it feels like. Do you think I'm the kind that will let all the 'bombastic' words come out from my mouth? You think so? Then you don't know me well. I just cant stand no more with all these hoping thingy. Hoping that you guys would approach me with a big big smile, joking around, punch my arms, squeeze my hands like we used to. Hopes that only exist in dream. Not in reality. I shall realize now that it's not gonna happen. Know what? I thought you guys are my real friend. Out of those 3 years, 2009 2012 2011 I like my 2011 male classmates the most cus you guys was the one who could cherish me every day without uttering a single word! We speak through minds and that what makes you guys special. Thought you guys would be the one who would stay beside me, be friends with me when I'm poor not only when I'm rich, when I feel sad not only when I'm happy, when I'm in trouble not only when I'm innocent. But I was wrong. I guess I really cant make such good assumptions towards male. The opposite sex always know how to annoy, to waver me, to offense me. My ex-es done these to me, the guy who I regarded as my own BROTHER done these to me too, now even you guys? Male can't be trusted. If I tell these story to my friends then they'll say "Oh dont be sad. You just have bad luck with 'em. Try finding someone better." Am I that pitiful to FIND someone? After all these while? After experiencing all these BAD LUCK? No. Sayonara.

xoxo, The Shining Star



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