Wednesday, December 14, 2011 • Wednesday, December 14, 2011 • 0 comments
May I get your attention please? This post is goin' to be a long post. Please click [X] at the bottom right end if you don't wanna read it. Thank you.
If I free my hair now, is there anyone who gonna be mad at me? Judge me? Condemn me for being fake as a hijabbed girl before? There is? *silence* No one care about me now. Oups, Shahira does. She's the one. I'm starting to miss the one who knows how to make me laugh, make me cry, make jokes with me, the one whom I loved with all my heart. Now that person, too, left me. Oh, sorry, I'm the one who leave. Weird isnt it. Why would you leave someone you love. I guess I don't have to answer. All you need to know iz, loving doesn't mean having, people. The 96's are talking about December 22nd. I just hate that day. See, this's why I hate Thursday. Pmr results will be release next thursday people. Oh please, I wanna commit suicide. Yea go on. Hell's waiting for me. No, it's alr fated. Nak taknak, I've to face and accept it. We should Redha of what is given to us, as Muslim. As for heathen, they're afraid of 2012. End of the world eyh? Ha-Ha thats funny. K actually, I wanna type about my new year resolutions. *cheering* First, ofcourse, I hope 2012 will be a better year than 2011. As for me, 2011 is the worst year, I've ever lived in. I really miss 2008 and 2009. Nuha Bie Aida Cha Andek Echa Ayu Una Nani Pypot Nisa + Arzaq. I'd never be able to experience those moment again. But, 2011 taught me many things that I don't understand before. I know what friendship really mean. Everything. 2011 told me that bestfriend would never decline a bestfriend's wish to meet if they don't have strong excuses but the bestfriend who decline the wish ended up going out with someone else. 2011 gimme the chance to feel what it feels like when someone dumped you just like that, twice. Wait.. Im not jemmy-ing here. Second, I don't wanna involve myself with these lovey-dovey thingy anymore. AND I AM SERIOUS TO THE MAX. Don't look at me and say "She's the type of girl who plays with someone's heart." I'd cry if I hear any of you say liddat.. I'm not that type! Oh anyone, do believe me! *over-react* *but sometime someone's heart would be an interesting toy* To men out there, stop being over-good looking. Cus I fall easily, and I don't expect you guys to hold me from falling down. You won't be able to, cus I'm harsh. More than what you think. Everyone, I, Azyan Irsalina, promise that 12/12/11 is the last day I'm in a relationship, and I'd make him as my last. And he, would stay forever in my heart. But if I break the promise, he'd always be in my heart. That's one thing I can guarantee you guys. *poker face* Third, I wanna stay at the same school with my beloved Syahira Suaidi, Syafika Omar, Fazeera Kamis, Syuhadah Jamal, Fadzlin Bahar and Sabrina Khalid. I'm so pissed right now. Syahira Syafika Sabrina and Fadzlin requested for Teknik Perdagangan. And they didn't tell me! I'm the only one who request for Teknik JB. Their excuse; "Siapa suruh mohon dulu. Tak bincang pun. Eksaited sangat" WHAT?! I wanna slap those bitch face. I didn't discuss it with you? Hey Syahira, you're the one who agrees that we both are gonna request for the same Teknik and you said that you would request for Teknik JB!!!!! Like seriously, Teknik Perd is goddamn easy to enter. Bitch, please don't change school... I wanna spend high school moment with you guys. Pretty yes please? ♥ Fourth, I wanna be more mature in handling feelings. Like love, missing someone, anger, sadness... Those type. If someone is sulking, I won't persuade 'em like what I used to do, not again. If someone is angry bcuhs of my evil-doings, I won't apologize, if I think the person don't worth my apology. If someone iz crying and in a sad-mood and need someone to talk with and obviously that someone wanna share his/her sadness with me, FOREVER NO to that situation, except for my bestfriend. Grow up and be cruel. My motto of life, so far. Motto should be change from month to month. In that way we'll gain our spirit to live and enjoy the life to the fullest! The fifth and the rest of my resolutions is random things. Less pimple. Taller. Oh yes, eventho I'm amongst the tallest girl in my school but still, I wanna grow taller. Heyyo, I'm 163 cm. I knew you girls are kinda short. Uwuwuuu sad life. But its okay, shortie is kinda cute. *if you own a cute face* Hwahahaha! Slimmer. I'm 54 kg. Oh please, I'm not in dangerous stage k. My BMI is 20. I'm totally normal and free from obesity. You can check yours here. Dont' be disappointed honey. Do exercise a lot. Me, too, was a faaaaaat girl before. I'm 55 when I was in standard 6. Nothing's impossible. Or if you think your body is just too heavy to be moved, London Weight Management surely can help with your body weight. Just prepare lots of $$$$$. Your problem's solved, within half of year. Hoping of not-to-miss Super Junior concerts, AGAIN. SJ manager, you better discuss again about places that Super Junior is goin' to perform. Make it nearer! Same goes to SHINEe, B2ST, Kim Hyun Joong, UKiss or whatever-kpop-group-which-is-coming-to-Malaysia. Last, I hope I'd be re-born, as a girl, who don't care about her surroundings, who're more cruel than she was, and all she know is, no matter what she's trying to do, she knows that family and bestfriends would always be there for her. And after a long time, she would have to admit and give up, and secretly let AI leave her heart, and she hope that it don't leave a scar like tattoo. May I be that kind of person I wished to be. Do pray for me everyone. Assalamualaikum.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 • Wednesday, December 14, 2011 • 0 comments
May I get your attention please? This post is goin' to be a long post. Please click [X] at the bottom right end if you don't wanna read it. Thank you.
If I free my hair now, is there anyone who gonna be mad at me? Judge me? Condemn me for being fake as a hijabbed girl before? There is? *silence* No one care about me now. Oups, Shahira does. She's the one. I'm starting to miss the one who knows how to make me laugh, make me cry, make jokes with me, the one whom I loved with all my heart. Now that person, too, left me. Oh, sorry, I'm the one who leave. Weird isnt it. Why would you leave someone you love. I guess I don't have to answer. All you need to know iz, loving doesn't mean having, people. The 96's are talking about December 22nd. I just hate that day. See, this's why I hate Thursday. Pmr results will be release next thursday people. Oh please, I wanna commit suicide. Yea go on. Hell's waiting for me. No, it's alr fated. Nak taknak, I've to face and accept it. We should Redha of what is given to us, as Muslim. As for heathen, they're afraid of 2012. End of the world eyh? Ha-Ha thats funny. K actually, I wanna type about my new year resolutions. *cheering* First, ofcourse, I hope 2012 will be a better year than 2011. As for me, 2011 is the worst year, I've ever lived in. I really miss 2008 and 2009. Nuha Bie Aida Cha Andek Echa Ayu Una Nani Pypot Nisa + Arzaq. I'd never be able to experience those moment again. But, 2011 taught me many things that I don't understand before. I know what friendship really mean. Everything. 2011 told me that bestfriend would never decline a bestfriend's wish to meet if they don't have strong excuses but the bestfriend who decline the wish ended up going out with someone else. 2011 gimme the chance to feel what it feels like when someone dumped you just like that, twice. Wait.. Im not jemmy-ing here. Second, I don't wanna involve myself with these lovey-dovey thingy anymore. AND I AM SERIOUS TO THE MAX. Don't look at me and say "She's the type of girl who plays with someone's heart." I'd cry if I hear any of you say liddat.. I'm not that type! Oh anyone, do believe me! *over-react* *but sometime someone's heart would be an interesting toy* To men out there, stop being over-good looking. Cus I fall easily, and I don't expect you guys to hold me from falling down. You won't be able to, cus I'm harsh. More than what you think. Everyone, I, Azyan Irsalina, promise that 12/12/11 is the last day I'm in a relationship, and I'd make him as my last. And he, would stay forever in my heart. But if I break the promise, he'd always be in my heart. That's one thing I can guarantee you guys. *poker face* Third, I wanna stay at the same school with my beloved Syahira Suaidi, Syafika Omar, Fazeera Kamis, Syuhadah Jamal, Fadzlin Bahar and Sabrina Khalid. I'm so pissed right now. Syahira Syafika Sabrina and Fadzlin requested for Teknik Perdagangan. And they didn't tell me! I'm the only one who request for Teknik JB. Their excuse; "Siapa suruh mohon dulu. Tak bincang pun. Eksaited sangat" WHAT?! I wanna slap those bitch face. I didn't discuss it with you? Hey Syahira, you're the one who agrees that we both are gonna request for the same Teknik and you said that you would request for Teknik JB!!!!! Like seriously, Teknik Perd is goddamn easy to enter. Bitch, please don't change school... I wanna spend high school moment with you guys. Pretty yes please? ♥ Fourth, I wanna be more mature in handling feelings. Like love, missing someone, anger, sadness... Those type. If someone is sulking, I won't persuade 'em like what I used to do, not again. If someone is angry bcuhs of my evil-doings, I won't apologize, if I think the person don't worth my apology. If someone iz crying and in a sad-mood and need someone to talk with and obviously that someone wanna share his/her sadness with me, FOREVER NO to that situation, except for my bestfriend. Grow up and be cruel. My motto of life, so far. Motto should be change from month to month. In that way we'll gain our spirit to live and enjoy the life to the fullest! The fifth and the rest of my resolutions is random things. Less pimple. Taller. Oh yes, eventho I'm amongst the tallest girl in my school but still, I wanna grow taller. Heyyo, I'm 163 cm. I knew you girls are kinda short. Uwuwuuu sad life. But its okay, shortie is kinda cute. *if you own a cute face* Hwahahaha! Slimmer. I'm 54 kg. Oh please, I'm not in dangerous stage k. My BMI is 20. I'm totally normal and free from obesity. You can check yours here. Dont' be disappointed honey. Do exercise a lot. Me, too, was a faaaaaat girl before. I'm 55 when I was in standard 6. Nothing's impossible. Or if you think your body is just too heavy to be moved, London Weight Management surely can help with your body weight. Just prepare lots of $$$$$. Your problem's solved, within half of year. Hoping of not-to-miss Super Junior concerts, AGAIN. SJ manager, you better discuss again about places that Super Junior is goin' to perform. Make it nearer! Same goes to SHINEe, B2ST, Kim Hyun Joong, UKiss or whatever-kpop-group-which-is-coming-to-Malaysia. Last, I hope I'd be re-born, as a girl, who don't care about her surroundings, who're more cruel than she was, and all she know is, no matter what she's trying to do, she knows that family and bestfriends would always be there for her. And after a long time, she would have to admit and give up, and secretly let AI leave her heart, and she hope that it don't leave a scar like tattoo. May I be that kind of person I wished to be. Do pray for me everyone. Assalamualaikum.
xoxo, The Shining Star
Soon to be.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 | Wednesday, December 14, 2011 | 0 comments
May I get your attention please? This post is goin' to be a long post. Please click [X] at the bottom right end if you don't wanna read it. Thank you.
If I free my hair now, is there anyone who gonna be mad at me? Judge me? Condemn me for being fake as a hijabbed girl before? There is? *silence* No one care about me now. Oups, Shahira does. She's the one. I'm starting to miss the one who knows how to make me laugh, make me cry, make jokes with me, the one whom I loved with all my heart. Now that person, too, left me. Oh, sorry, I'm the one who leave. Weird isnt it. Why would you leave someone you love. I guess I don't have to answer. All you need to know iz, loving doesn't mean having, people. The 96's are talking about December 22nd. I just hate that day. See, this's why I hate Thursday. Pmr results will be release next thursday people. Oh please, I wanna commit suicide. Yea go on. Hell's waiting for me. No, it's alr fated. Nak taknak, I've to face and accept it. We should Redha of what is given to us, as Muslim. As for heathen, they're afraid of 2012. End of the world eyh? Ha-Ha thats funny. K actually, I wanna type about my new year resolutions. *cheering* First, ofcourse, I hope 2012 will be a better year than 2011. As for me, 2011 is the worst year, I've ever lived in. I really miss 2008 and 2009. Nuha Bie Aida Cha Andek Echa Ayu Una Nani Pypot Nisa + Arzaq. I'd never be able to experience those moment again. But, 2011 taught me many things that I don't understand before. I know what friendship really mean. Everything. 2011 told me that bestfriend would never decline a bestfriend's wish to meet if they don't have strong excuses but the bestfriend who decline the wish ended up going out with someone else. 2011 gimme the chance to feel what it feels like when someone dumped you just like that, twice. Wait.. Im not jemmy-ing here. Second, I don't wanna involve myself with these lovey-dovey thingy anymore. AND I AM SERIOUS TO THE MAX. Don't look at me and say "She's the type of girl who plays with someone's heart." I'd cry if I hear any of you say liddat.. I'm not that type! Oh anyone, do believe me! *over-react* *but sometime someone's heart would be an interesting toy* To men out there, stop being over-good looking. Cus I fall easily, and I don't expect you guys to hold me from falling down. You won't be able to, cus I'm harsh. More than what you think. Everyone, I, Azyan Irsalina, promise that 12/12/11 is the last day I'm in a relationship, and I'd make him as my last. And he, would stay forever in my heart. But if I break the promise, he'd always be in my heart. That's one thing I can guarantee you guys. *poker face* Third, I wanna stay at the same school with my beloved Syahira Suaidi, Syafika Omar, Fazeera Kamis, Syuhadah Jamal, Fadzlin Bahar and Sabrina Khalid. I'm so pissed right now. Syahira Syafika Sabrina and Fadzlin requested for Teknik Perdagangan. And they didn't tell me! I'm the only one who request for Teknik JB. Their excuse; "Siapa suruh mohon dulu. Tak bincang pun. Eksaited sangat" WHAT?! I wanna slap those bitch face. I didn't discuss it with you? Hey Syahira, you're the one who agrees that we both are gonna request for the same Teknik and you said that you would request for Teknik JB!!!!! Like seriously, Teknik Perd is goddamn easy to enter. Bitch, please don't change school... I wanna spend high school moment with you guys. Pretty yes please? ♥ Fourth, I wanna be more mature in handling feelings. Like love, missing someone, anger, sadness... Those type. If someone is sulking, I won't persuade 'em like what I used to do, not again. If someone is angry bcuhs of my evil-doings, I won't apologize, if I think the person don't worth my apology. If someone iz crying and in a sad-mood and need someone to talk with and obviously that someone wanna share his/her sadness with me, FOREVER NO to that situation, except for my bestfriend. Grow up and be cruel. My motto of life, so far. Motto should be change from month to month. In that way we'll gain our spirit to live and enjoy the life to the fullest! The fifth and the rest of my resolutions is random things. Less pimple. Taller. Oh yes, eventho I'm amongst the tallest girl in my school but still, I wanna grow taller. Heyyo, I'm 163 cm. I knew you girls are kinda short. Uwuwuuu sad life. But its okay, shortie is kinda cute. *if you own a cute face* Hwahahaha! Slimmer. I'm 54 kg. Oh please, I'm not in dangerous stage k. My BMI is 20. I'm totally normal and free from obesity. You can check yours here. Dont' be disappointed honey. Do exercise a lot. Me, too, was a faaaaaat girl before. I'm 55 when I was in standard 6. Nothing's impossible. Or if you think your body is just too heavy to be moved, London Weight Management surely can help with your body weight. Just prepare lots of $$$$$. Your problem's solved, within half of year. Hoping of not-to-miss Super Junior concerts, AGAIN. SJ manager, you better discuss again about places that Super Junior is goin' to perform. Make it nearer! Same goes to SHINEe, B2ST, Kim Hyun Joong, UKiss or whatever-kpop-group-which-is-coming-to-Malaysia. Last, I hope I'd be re-born, as a girl, who don't care about her surroundings, who're more cruel than she was, and all she know is, no matter what she's trying to do, she knows that family and bestfriends would always be there for her. And after a long time, she would have to admit and give up, and secretly let AI leave her heart, and she hope that it don't leave a scar like tattoo. May I be that kind of person I wished to be. Do pray for me everyone. Assalamualaikum.
