Monday, December 19, 2011 • Monday, December 19, 2011 • 0 comments
I know I've so many flaws. I'm not pretty, not even cute, I'm not good in cooking, I have a baby taste, I'd prefer banana milkshake rather than coffee, I ask my mother to sew my torn clothes cus I dont know how to sew, I still watch anime such as Naruto etc, I laugh hard like asdfghjkl when I'm with my bestfriends, my personality can be ugly enough to make people hate me, I make hasty decision sometimes, I don't like kids aged 4-10, I can make myself be detested by people with one word, I've bad impressions of the word "new", I can't push myself to accept the past, I act childlishly by wanting to be a witness for everything that happens, I wish good things to happen but I don't make efforts, and I'm not mature yet. It's not about puberty, it's about behaviour. If you know how I behave in real life, you'll know how low my level of maturity is. It's obvious. I think girls at my age would surely make efforts on how to make their body looks attractive, wear push up bra, wear thick make up hoping that some handsome, six-pack guy would ask for their phone number.. It's kinda impossible for me to do those things. Cus I'm defenseless ~ Wait, the push up bra thingy is disgusting -_-
Actually, I wanna discuss about maturity.. Seems like I haven't reach that level. It's kinda embarassing you know, cus out of my bestfriends, I'm the only one who acts like a kid. Sometimes Shira would rub my head and say "Weh look at this lil kid, sister, you lost your parents' trace?" And others' will laugh at me... So, anyone? With high maturity level? Gimme some of it. Okay imagine if your maturity level is like a big round pizza, just gimme a bite. A bite must be too little.. Okay, 3 bites! Uwaaaaah, I just wanna change everything. The way I communicate in social websites, the way I dress, the way I talk, the way I laugh, the way I sit, hahahahaha you guys won't like it when I sit. Me as a girl, people will expect me to sit politely, gracefully, but I don't sit like a normal girl sit. Seriously.. I'm often reproved by the opposite gender to sit properly. Sounds awkward aite? But that's the reality.. I'm a manly girl.. That's why my male classmates don't find me attractive :p Ah they just love the cute, graceful type. Ugh ugh ugh, nvm. They don't fit my taste anyway. *imperious*
Just, I want to be more mature in the future. I'm fifteen! Not five.
Monday, December 19, 2011 • Monday, December 19, 2011 • 0 comments
I know I've so many flaws. I'm not pretty, not even cute, I'm not good in cooking, I have a baby taste, I'd prefer banana milkshake rather than coffee, I ask my mother to sew my torn clothes cus I dont know how to sew, I still watch anime such as Naruto etc, I laugh hard like asdfghjkl when I'm with my bestfriends, my personality can be ugly enough to make people hate me, I make hasty decision sometimes, I don't like kids aged 4-10, I can make myself be detested by people with one word, I've bad impressions of the word "new", I can't push myself to accept the past, I act childlishly by wanting to be a witness for everything that happens, I wish good things to happen but I don't make efforts, and I'm not mature yet. It's not about puberty, it's about behaviour. If you know how I behave in real life, you'll know how low my level of maturity is. It's obvious. I think girls at my age would surely make efforts on how to make their body looks attractive, wear push up bra, wear thick make up hoping that some handsome, six-pack guy would ask for their phone number.. It's kinda impossible for me to do those things. Cus I'm defenseless ~ Wait, the push up bra thingy is disgusting -_-
Actually, I wanna discuss about maturity.. Seems like I haven't reach that level. It's kinda embarassing you know, cus out of my bestfriends, I'm the only one who acts like a kid. Sometimes Shira would rub my head and say "Weh look at this lil kid, sister, you lost your parents' trace?" And others' will laugh at me... So, anyone? With high maturity level? Gimme some of it. Okay imagine if your maturity level is like a big round pizza, just gimme a bite. A bite must be too little.. Okay, 3 bites! Uwaaaaah, I just wanna change everything. The way I communicate in social websites, the way I dress, the way I talk, the way I laugh, the way I sit, hahahahaha you guys won't like it when I sit. Me as a girl, people will expect me to sit politely, gracefully, but I don't sit like a normal girl sit. Seriously.. I'm often reproved by the opposite gender to sit properly. Sounds awkward aite? But that's the reality.. I'm a manly girl.. That's why my male classmates don't find me attractive :p Ah they just love the cute, graceful type. Ugh ugh ugh, nvm. They don't fit my taste anyway. *imperious*
Just, I want to be more mature in the future. I'm fifteen! Not five.
xoxo, The Shining Star
Maturity level.
Monday, December 19, 2011 | Monday, December 19, 2011 | 0 comments
I know I've so many flaws. I'm not pretty, not even cute, I'm not good in cooking, I have a baby taste, I'd prefer banana milkshake rather than coffee, I ask my mother to sew my torn clothes cus I dont know how to sew, I still watch anime such as Naruto etc, I laugh hard like asdfghjkl when I'm with my bestfriends, my personality can be ugly enough to make people hate me, I make hasty decision sometimes, I don't like kids aged 4-10, I can make myself be detested by people with one word, I've bad impressions of the word "new", I can't push myself to accept the past, I act childlishly by wanting to be a witness for everything that happens, I wish good things to happen but I don't make efforts, and I'm not mature yet. It's not about puberty, it's about behaviour. If you know how I behave in real life, you'll know how low my level of maturity is. It's obvious. I think girls at my age would surely make efforts on how to make their body looks attractive, wear push up bra, wear thick make up hoping that some handsome, six-pack guy would ask for their phone number.. It's kinda impossible for me to do those things. Cus I'm defenseless ~ Wait, the push up bra thingy is disgusting -_-
Actually, I wanna discuss about maturity.. Seems like I haven't reach that level. It's kinda embarassing you know, cus out of my bestfriends, I'm the only one who acts like a kid. Sometimes Shira would rub my head and say "Weh look at this lil kid, sister, you lost your parents' trace?" And others' will laugh at me... So, anyone? With high maturity level? Gimme some of it. Okay imagine if your maturity level is like a big round pizza, just gimme a bite. A bite must be too little.. Okay, 3 bites! Uwaaaaah, I just wanna change everything. The way I communicate in social websites, the way I dress, the way I talk, the way I laugh, the way I sit, hahahahaha you guys won't like it when I sit. Me as a girl, people will expect me to sit politely, gracefully, but I don't sit like a normal girl sit. Seriously.. I'm often reproved by the opposite gender to sit properly. Sounds awkward aite? But that's the reality.. I'm a manly girl.. That's why my male classmates don't find me attractive :p Ah they just love the cute, graceful type. Ugh ugh ugh, nvm. They don't fit my taste anyway. *imperious*
Just, I want to be more mature in the future. I'm fifteen! Not five.
