Friday, December 16, 2011 • Friday, December 16, 2011 • 0 comments
Hello. I love you like a love song baby. Hahahaha tetibaaa. Everyone, we have to accept facts. No matter how hard it is, how hurtful it may be, how deep the impact and effect on us, you can't escape yourself from it. People make mistakes, so do I. I made the biggest mistake in my life, just 3 days ago. But I dont admit my mistake, cuhs I know I'm too far now. I can't be forgiven. All I need to do now is, pray for myself and for someone whom I've done wrong. And you guys, please, I alr feel worse, don't make me feel worst. Hatechu hatechuu. I've to stay strong. Past is past, but its not necessary to forget the past. As for me, I wont forget my past. I alr regretted it. What to do! Stay calm, bitch. I activated my phone last night, as I cant sleep, actually it's the first time I activate my phone after the incident.. So I text my-trusted-partner. He called, and we talked about random stuffs, my life his life, my prblems not his problems and suddenly he mentioned about these ego thingy. He, too, tried to bring my ego down. He even said that I'm pretending to be happy now and he wants the old me. Apa ni!!! I am who I am. Kenapalah semua orang tak faham I wuwuuu T.T Ego saya tinggi. Sangat tinggi. Nak buat macam mana, saya pun taknak........ Siapa nak ego saya meh lah, ambil sikit. And I'm not a brave girl. To just admit my mistakes. Crazayh, I've never done that all my life. I wish I could be braver in the future. hahahaha YOU WISH, azyan. Never :(
My mind is mentally disordered right now. That's why it became like this. I dont want this. Ugh ugh ugh, go away~
Friday, December 16, 2011 • Friday, December 16, 2011 • 0 comments
Hello. I love you like a love song baby. Hahahaha tetibaaa. Everyone, we have to accept facts. No matter how hard it is, how hurtful it may be, how deep the impact and effect on us, you can't escape yourself from it. People make mistakes, so do I. I made the biggest mistake in my life, just 3 days ago. But I dont admit my mistake, cuhs I know I'm too far now. I can't be forgiven. All I need to do now is, pray for myself and for someone whom I've done wrong. And you guys, please, I alr feel worse, don't make me feel worst. Hatechu hatechuu. I've to stay strong. Past is past, but its not necessary to forget the past. As for me, I wont forget my past. I alr regretted it. What to do! Stay calm, bitch. I activated my phone last night, as I cant sleep, actually it's the first time I activate my phone after the incident.. So I text my-trusted-partner. He called, and we talked about random stuffs, my life his life, my prblems not his problems and suddenly he mentioned about these ego thingy. He, too, tried to bring my ego down. He even said that I'm pretending to be happy now and he wants the old me. Apa ni!!! I am who I am. Kenapalah semua orang tak faham I wuwuuu T.T Ego saya tinggi. Sangat tinggi. Nak buat macam mana, saya pun taknak........ Siapa nak ego saya meh lah, ambil sikit. And I'm not a brave girl. To just admit my mistakes. Crazayh, I've never done that all my life. I wish I could be braver in the future. hahahaha YOU WISH, azyan. Never :(
My mind is mentally disordered right now. That's why it became like this. I dont want this. Ugh ugh ugh, go away~
DUMBO,DUMMY,DUMB.
xoxo, The Shining Star
Smiling outside, dying inside.
Friday, December 16, 2011 | Friday, December 16, 2011 | 0 comments
Hello. I love you like a love song baby. Hahahaha tetibaaa. Everyone, we have to accept facts. No matter how hard it is, how hurtful it may be, how deep the impact and effect on us, you can't escape yourself from it. People make mistakes, so do I. I made the biggest mistake in my life, just 3 days ago. But I dont admit my mistake, cuhs I know I'm too far now. I can't be forgiven. All I need to do now is, pray for myself and for someone whom I've done wrong. And you guys, please, I alr feel worse, don't make me feel worst. Hatechu hatechuu. I've to stay strong. Past is past, but its not necessary to forget the past. As for me, I wont forget my past. I alr regretted it. What to do! Stay calm, bitch. I activated my phone last night, as I cant sleep, actually it's the first time I activate my phone after the incident.. So I text my-trusted-partner. He called, and we talked about random stuffs, my life his life, my prblems not his problems and suddenly he mentioned about these ego thingy. He, too, tried to bring my ego down. He even said that I'm pretending to be happy now and he wants the old me. Apa ni!!! I am who I am. Kenapalah semua orang tak faham I wuwuuu T.T Ego saya tinggi. Sangat tinggi. Nak buat macam mana, saya pun taknak........ Siapa nak ego saya meh lah, ambil sikit. And I'm not a brave girl. To just admit my mistakes. Crazayh, I've never done that all my life. I wish I could be braver in the future. hahahaha YOU WISH, azyan. Never :(
My mind is mentally disordered right now. That's why it became like this. I dont want this. Ugh ugh ugh, go away~
