Saturday, November 7, 2015 • Saturday, November 07, 2015 • 0 comments
From the day I start to learn how to love, I never did succeed with the guy I love. Akmal is the first one, and our relationship failed. Okay then, I moved on. Aman is the second, but I can't say we failed. We still do have the feelings for each other but, there are some circumstances that doesn't allow us to be together no matter how much I crave for him. The third one, azril. I don't know how to explain him since we broke up long time ago but I do have this soft spot for him in my heart. Idk if it's called love but my feelings for him exceed the term 'like'. So basically, even though I have so many boyfriends back then, or many guy friends now, I will always, always find my way back to these three, although not often. For akmal, its different now since I completely lost contact & I don't think I should be contacting him anymore, so he's out of the list.
When people think that I'm an easy girl bcs I easily gets attracted to handsome guys, they actually hurt me. Yes, I go around flirting. Yes, I admit I adore good-looking guys. But hey I have a heart and it ain't that dirty & not everyone can be in it. So dear you, please don't act like a saint when I look at handsome guys bcs you're no better than me. At least I don't always tell the people I just met & know the stories I had with guys. Lol desperate.
Just feel like expressing my annoyance here. Sorry not sorry.
Saturday, November 7, 2015 • Saturday, November 07, 2015 • 0 comments
From the day I start to learn how to love, I never did succeed with the guy I love. Akmal is the first one, and our relationship failed. Okay then, I moved on. Aman is the second, but I can't say we failed. We still do have the feelings for each other but, there are some circumstances that doesn't allow us to be together no matter how much I crave for him. The third one, azril. I don't know how to explain him since we broke up long time ago but I do have this soft spot for him in my heart. Idk if it's called love but my feelings for him exceed the term 'like'. So basically, even though I have so many boyfriends back then, or many guy friends now, I will always, always find my way back to these three, although not often. For akmal, its different now since I completely lost contact & I don't think I should be contacting him anymore, so he's out of the list.
When people think that I'm an easy girl bcs I easily gets attracted to handsome guys, they actually hurt me. Yes, I go around flirting. Yes, I admit I adore good-looking guys. But hey I have a heart and it ain't that dirty & not everyone can be in it. So dear you, please don't act like a saint when I look at handsome guys bcs you're no better than me. At least I don't always tell the people I just met & know the stories I had with guys. Lol desperate.
Just feel like expressing my annoyance here. Sorry not sorry.
xoxo, The Shining Star
Pathetic.
Saturday, November 7, 2015 | Saturday, November 07, 2015 | 0 comments
From the day I start to learn how to love, I never did succeed with the guy I love. Akmal is the first one, and our relationship failed. Okay then, I moved on. Aman is the second, but I can't say we failed. We still do have the feelings for each other but, there are some circumstances that doesn't allow us to be together no matter how much I crave for him. The third one, azril. I don't know how to explain him since we broke up long time ago but I do have this soft spot for him in my heart. Idk if it's called love but my feelings for him exceed the term 'like'. So basically, even though I have so many boyfriends back then, or many guy friends now, I will always, always find my way back to these three, although not often. For akmal, its different now since I completely lost contact & I don't think I should be contacting him anymore, so he's out of the list.
When people think that I'm an easy girl bcs I easily gets attracted to handsome guys, they actually hurt me. Yes, I go around flirting. Yes, I admit I adore good-looking guys. But hey I have a heart and it ain't that dirty & not everyone can be in it. So dear you, please don't act like a saint when I look at handsome guys bcs you're no better than me. At least I don't always tell the people I just met & know the stories I had with guys. Lol desperate.
Just feel like expressing my annoyance here. Sorry not sorry.
