And seeing you talking to other people like that, just makes me feel like I'm nothing more than a piece of candy wrapper. A trash. Worthless. Man, this just hurts too bad. 

I just found out that actually, a few guys from high school actually likes me. And it blew me off, really. No matter how excited I gets, but during midnight, my thoughts automatically goes back to you. Without me realizing, this is actually becoming a habit I can't move on from. A habit of thinking of a person I love the most.

We're so different, now. Idk if we will ever accept each other despite of our diff character. This could be ridiculous and a waste of time for you, yeah it is, but missing you never feels wrong at all. If its wrong, tell me. Speak up straight. If its not, tell me also. "You can miss me", something like that. I just hate veing in wonders. To know if you still have it in you, or nah.

I overthink again. Sigh.