Heyyy assalamualaikum sisters! :)

Whats up? Good? Alhamdulillah for everthing.

Currently on holiday for raya haji, so I'm at home, oh finally! Haha been so long since I last smell the scent of my own house. Missing everything soooo much.

So this time, I'm gonna tell you guys about.... my college life.

My class only consists f 15 people, this time permanently I hope. I have maira, naja, lia, amalia, ain, ezza, asma, ayu, amira, aida, hazirah, yati and atif. I skipped one person & you guys don't need to know why. I'm good with all of them, but we all do have favs, right? As for me, I favor maira the most. Maybe because she's a good listener, though she can't give a feedback since she don't have any experience but its okay, I don't mind. My other favs are naja, ama, lia & hazirah. The block E's. Sadly, I'm in block F. So everytime I want to gather with them I have to literally go and merempat in maira's room lol.

Another friends of mine, friends from school. The ones I've never imagine being closed with back then at school becuse all of us is in different groups of friends. Yes, its true that we can't predict fate. Nina, atta and teha. We were'nt even close to being friends back then bcs we rarely talk to each other as each one of us were in diff class. When we gather in college during the orientatio week, that was when it starts. The friendship, I mean. & now we're so closed like we share almost everything we could.

My lecturers are all cool, I mean it. Not even one (that teaches me) gets my hatred lol.

I used to think that I'd be less happy without the presence of a boyfriend. Believe it or not, I always think like that. Back then, I don't know why but each and everytime a guy left me or I left a guy, another guy will show up. No matter a new one, or even my exes. So yeah, I'm just occupied. One after another. Quite a player, I must say. But now, I really don't have anyone. Last boyfriend is akmal, & I liked someone but he crushed it into pieces and now I'm hating him. Haha. Real hatred, not just making that up. Don't like someone too fast, or else you'll be hating them the same way as I do. Dangerous.

This may sound like self-praise, but I have to say I like how I trained myself to accept the past and looking at it positively. Maybe most of you are originally positive, but I'm quite negative. So it's quite an achievement for someone so terrible like me.

You'll meet happiness when you finally set free of yourself. You yourself have to do it. Start to believe in yourself. Start to love yourself.

Do it. Don't prcrastinate. Lol

Ok byeeee!
Till we meet again.