Sometimes, I want you. Sometimes, I don't. I know you wanted to be with somebody else, & idk what happened between both of you, but you just end up being with me, kan? Hey honey, it doesnt make sense for someone like you to love me so deeply because I myself realize that I don't have anything that could impress a guy, what else to make you fall so hard for me. I know, okay? So no matter how many times you tell me that you love me, I ain't going to believe because you don't mean the words; not fully, at least.

Sorry that I'm changing. I changed, bcs I know something that's tearing me apart, but I store it inside. I'm just too tired to replay the same scene everytime we're together. So I'm just gonna sit back and wait until it comes to an end. 

And if people ask me my biggest wonder in my head, I would say, why does men prefer to have a silent relationship rather than telling his friends? Are they  embarrassed or their gfs? Or they still dont know if they want to be serious or not? Haha. Why? Bcs I'm dealing with this type of guys. Not only one, but three. Idgi.