You like someone. But you are too scared to admit it. Something deeeeep in your heart says, "He'll never like you." And that just scare you even more so you decided to just ignore those feelings because you don't have the confidence and you let the voice rule your mind. You didn't even try to catch up things with that someone. You thought that you could hold the feelings and eventually it will fade away but before you know it, you are already in love with him. Then you started trembling, not knowing what to do. Because you know when you started to love, it will take a long time to fade and that just scare you even more. More than a nightmare about being chased by pocong.

You started making distance between you and him. He might know about your feelings, and of course you don't want that. Somehow you feels like those feelings are humiliating you. You thought that one-sided love was never pure. And the fact that you are a girl just bother you even more. "A girl must never love a man more than he does." <- This was what you believe. But after a while, your first step about making distance failed. You can't resist him, you can't even say no to him. The thought of  losing him was dreadful. You know yourself want him. You know you wouldn't be able to hold those feelings any longer, and eventually it will burst.

This paragraph is actually for the climax. But no, I'm not going to tell you. :b

So this is the end. You realized that eventho you guys love each other doesn't mean that you have to be his girlfriend and he has to be your boyfriend. Yes, I know insecurities is alwaaays there. That is why we need to believe, then it will solve the problem. And you feeeeel so good when he says "iloveyou" that you feel like dying because you have never imagine that your relationship would be like this. And yes, it's happening <3


True story. Why? Because it's happening to me.


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