Thursday, December 1, 2011 • Thursday, December 01, 2011 • 0 comments
December hv come. I need more space. Everything doesn't look right. It's like everyone tried to keep their distance away from me. You know, that type of feeling. Insecurities.. Everyone gonna leave you. No one loves you anymore. Blegh getting bored w everyone. I repeat, everyone. There's one day when my friend text and I'm soooooo-not in a good mood so I didn't reply it, then she called like most of the time. I get depressed, like anger really possess my mind, so suddenly I threw my phone at le floor. I just stare angrily at the phone, like it's the one who should be punish. lolz. Afta a while, I gained my consciousness back, I was like "What hv I done?" So for the time being, I asked my mom to hide my phone. Like I said, I need more space from everyone. So I'm sorry if I don't reply your text or calls. I know it's not a good solution.. But that's the only way to encounter these situation, right now. I think so. What's wrong w me? Anyone? I need advices. Seriously, mum should send me for counseling. I'd never really tell anyone, but nowadays, I'm having difficulty to breath. My chest hurt alot when I stand straight so I couldn't stand properly. And when I lie down, my spine feels awkward. I don't wanna tell my parents about these thing, cus they'll force me to go to le hospital. Never. Yes. Im a typical teenage girl. What to do? Be myself. Adios.
Thursday, December 1, 2011 • Thursday, December 01, 2011 • 0 comments
December hv come. I need more space. Everything doesn't look right. It's like everyone tried to keep their distance away from me. You know, that type of feeling. Insecurities.. Everyone gonna leave you. No one loves you anymore. Blegh getting bored w everyone. I repeat, everyone. There's one day when my friend text and I'm soooooo-not in a good mood so I didn't reply it, then she called like most of the time. I get depressed, like anger really possess my mind, so suddenly I threw my phone at le floor. I just stare angrily at the phone, like it's the one who should be punish. lolz. Afta a while, I gained my consciousness back, I was like "What hv I done?" So for the time being, I asked my mom to hide my phone. Like I said, I need more space from everyone. So I'm sorry if I don't reply your text or calls. I know it's not a good solution.. But that's the only way to encounter these situation, right now. I think so. What's wrong w me? Anyone? I need advices. Seriously, mum should send me for counseling. I'd never really tell anyone, but nowadays, I'm having difficulty to breath. My chest hurt alot when I stand straight so I couldn't stand properly. And when I lie down, my spine feels awkward. I don't wanna tell my parents about these thing, cus they'll force me to go to le hospital. Never. Yes. Im a typical teenage girl. What to do? Be myself. Adios.
xoxo, The Shining Star
Diseases.
Thursday, December 1, 2011 | Thursday, December 01, 2011 | 0 comments
December hv come. I need more space. Everything doesn't look right. It's like everyone tried to keep their distance away from me. You know, that type of feeling. Insecurities.. Everyone gonna leave you. No one loves you anymore. Blegh getting bored w everyone. I repeat, everyone. There's one day when my friend text and I'm soooooo-not in a good mood so I didn't reply it, then she called like most of the time. I get depressed, like anger really possess my mind, so suddenly I threw my phone at le floor. I just stare angrily at the phone, like it's the one who should be punish. lolz. Afta a while, I gained my consciousness back, I was like "What hv I done?" So for the time being, I asked my mom to hide my phone. Like I said, I need more space from everyone. So I'm sorry if I don't reply your text or calls. I know it's not a good solution.. But that's the only way to encounter these situation, right now. I think so. What's wrong w me? Anyone? I need advices. Seriously, mum should send me for counseling. I'd never really tell anyone, but nowadays, I'm having difficulty to breath. My chest hurt alot when I stand straight so I couldn't stand properly. And when I lie down, my spine feels awkward. I don't wanna tell my parents about these thing, cus they'll force me to go to le hospital. Never. Yes. Im a typical teenage girl. What to do? Be myself. Adios.
