Sunday, October 23, 2011 • Sunday, October 23, 2011 • 0 comments
With all the energy left,I force myself to type.Now I realize that typing is never easy.I type,and I stop.I ask myself, "Will this text hurt this people?" I nod.I thought to myself, "Well.All this while Im the one who gets hurt.Now Im gonna hurt & hurt people back." Some people call this as revenge.But for me it aint revenge.I dont wanna call it as revenge.It sounds too mean.Wild.I call it as "exasperate".Its not a common word used so I thought less people will know what Im up to.Unless they google & translate.
I do love my life now.So far.Im giving away the THIRD chance,for free obviously.And he,arbitralily,questioned about the decision I made.He make me feel wabble.He make me think,"Iszit him?"Hey.Im giving chance.You should just grab it then shut the fuck up.U move the wrong step dude.What I did to you,was not as horrible as what you did to me before.Okay.Jemmy is so not my type.I'm sorry.
I know I treat ya like you have no feelings.I know I behave like a bitch nowadays.Experience taught me how to act stubborn,hot-temper,annoy,egoistic,all the negative behaviour.Well still trying to figure it out.Whom to blame?Think.Then speak.Louder than usual.Braver.I need someone to stop me from behaving like a total asshole.You said you doesnt want me to be like others.But you cant be that "someone".Iszit my fault?Yeah.Blame me.
Sunday, October 23, 2011 • Sunday, October 23, 2011 • 0 comments
With all the energy left,I force myself to type.Now I realize that typing is never easy.I type,and I stop.I ask myself, "Will this text hurt this people?" I nod.I thought to myself, "Well.All this while Im the one who gets hurt.Now Im gonna hurt & hurt people back." Some people call this as revenge.But for me it aint revenge.I dont wanna call it as revenge.It sounds too mean.Wild.I call it as "exasperate".Its not a common word used so I thought less people will know what Im up to.Unless they google & translate.
I do love my life now.So far.Im giving away the THIRD chance,for free obviously.And he,arbitralily,questioned about the decision I made.He make me feel wabble.He make me think,"Iszit him?"Hey.Im giving chance.You should just grab it then shut the fuck up.U move the wrong step dude.What I did to you,was not as horrible as what you did to me before.Okay.Jemmy is so not my type.I'm sorry.
I know I treat ya like you have no feelings.I know I behave like a bitch nowadays.Experience taught me how to act stubborn,hot-temper,annoy,egoistic,all the negative behaviour.Well still trying to figure it out.Whom to blame?Think.Then speak.Louder than usual.Braver.I need someone to stop me from behaving like a total asshole.You said you doesnt want me to be like others.But you cant be that "someone".Iszit my fault?Yeah.Blame me.
xoxo, The Shining Star
Another chapter in liver.
Sunday, October 23, 2011 | Sunday, October 23, 2011 | 0 comments
With all the energy left,I force myself to type.Now I realize that typing is never easy.I type,and I stop.I ask myself, "Will this text hurt this people?" I nod.I thought to myself, "Well.All this while Im the one who gets hurt.Now Im gonna hurt & hurt people back." Some people call this as revenge.But for me it aint revenge.I dont wanna call it as revenge.It sounds too mean.Wild.I call it as "exasperate".Its not a common word used so I thought less people will know what Im up to.Unless they google & translate.
I do love my life now.So far.Im giving away the THIRD chance,for free obviously.And he,arbitralily,questioned about the decision I made.He make me feel wabble.He make me think,"Iszit him?"Hey.Im giving chance.You should just grab it then shut the fuck up.U move the wrong step dude.What I did to you,was not as horrible as what you did to me before.Okay.Jemmy is so not my type.I'm sorry.
I know I treat ya like you have no feelings.I know I behave like a bitch nowadays.Experience taught me how to act stubborn,hot-temper,annoy,egoistic,all the negative behaviour.Well still trying to figure it out.Whom to blame?Think.Then speak.Louder than usual.Braver.I need someone to stop me from behaving like a total asshole.You said you doesnt want me to be like others.But you cant be that "someone".Iszit my fault?Yeah.Blame me.
