Friday, November 16, 2012 • Friday, November 16, 2012 • 0 comments
Its like nobody understand my shit. I had just begun to accept the reality and suddenly somebody wants to create that bullshit fantacy all over again, with me. Like, "hey I know I've just met you and what I meant by 'met' is knowing you on social websites but know what, I have crush on you and I'd like to be your everything someday eventho I havent hear your voice & we only whatsapp plus text" What the fuck is that? Seriously I'm tired of all this. You know like its no point of loving someone goddamn hard but get nothing in return psh sorry to say this. I'll be reaching sixteen this month lah sia I'm not thirteen or fourteen anymore. g o d pls help me why do I have to encounter this kind of situation everytime I'm still in the state of mending my broken pieces of heart!!!!! not goin' to repeat the same mistake, ever. plus yknow its not possible for myself to love 2 diff person in the same time, if I started to love you that means you're the only one and right now, yes aman still conquers my heart, no doubt. so if you're thinking to steal his place, pls come back in 4 or 5 years, maybe I'll be able to recognize your existence a lil bit more. I always tell myself & amal & all my friends "you'll find someone better once you enter university" totally the truth. yes yes I know there're some of those 'love since school' succeed and end up with halal way, but MOST didn't. It's so heartbreaking ok
But I'm still in the forgetting process of course, I'd be pissed off sometimes, remembering how did all of these happened between us, I just feel like killing nobody aha aint funny. Its a normal thing tho, don't worry too much the right person will come. Definitely will. If he's meant to be yours, then he will be. Believe in Allah S.W.T power, He who controls. Have faith in Him, make efforts, combine with endless du'a, and it's perfect :') Oooooh look at your face hahahaha my words impress you huh? Lol I'm a weirdo lah sia, so full of myself. But there's one thing I'm wuite disappointed with myself............
That is, pimples.
Look at how many pimple babies is produced wtf it grows everyday. I'm out of meds stock bcus its deepavali and mr. Thannir is happily celebrating it so the clinic is closed. When will I be able to have the puuuurfect skin? >:( Oh and this is my Maal Hijrah photo. After maghrib prayer, lol.
Friday, November 16, 2012 • Friday, November 16, 2012 • 0 comments
Its like nobody understand my shit. I had just begun to accept the reality and suddenly somebody wants to create that bullshit fantacy all over again, with me. Like, "hey I know I've just met you and what I meant by 'met' is knowing you on social websites but know what, I have crush on you and I'd like to be your everything someday eventho I havent hear your voice & we only whatsapp plus text" What the fuck is that? Seriously I'm tired of all this. You know like its no point of loving someone goddamn hard but get nothing in return psh sorry to say this. I'll be reaching sixteen this month lah sia I'm not thirteen or fourteen anymore. g o d pls help me why do I have to encounter this kind of situation everytime I'm still in the state of mending my broken pieces of heart!!!!! not goin' to repeat the same mistake, ever. plus yknow its not possible for myself to love 2 diff person in the same time, if I started to love you that means you're the only one and right now, yes aman still conquers my heart, no doubt. so if you're thinking to steal his place, pls come back in 4 or 5 years, maybe I'll be able to recognize your existence a lil bit more. I always tell myself & amal & all my friends "you'll find someone better once you enter university" totally the truth. yes yes I know there're some of those 'love since school' succeed and end up with halal way, but MOST didn't. It's so heartbreaking ok
But I'm still in the forgetting process of course, I'd be pissed off sometimes, remembering how did all of these happened between us, I just feel like killing nobody aha aint funny. Its a normal thing tho, don't worry too much the right person will come. Definitely will. If he's meant to be yours, then he will be. Believe in Allah S.W.T power, He who controls. Have faith in Him, make efforts, combine with endless du'a, and it's perfect :') Oooooh look at your face hahahaha my words impress you huh? Lol I'm a weirdo lah sia, so full of myself. But there's one thing I'm wuite disappointed with myself............
That is, pimples.
Look at how many pimple babies is produced wtf it grows everyday. I'm out of meds stock bcus its deepavali and mr. Thannir is happily celebrating it so the clinic is closed. When will I be able to have the puuuurfect skin? >:( Oh and this is my Maal Hijrah photo. After maghrib prayer, lol.
Salam Maal Hijrah bruh, sis.
xoxo, The Shining Star
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Friday, November 16, 2012 | Friday, November 16, 2012 | 0 comments
Its like nobody understand my shit. I had just begun to accept the reality and suddenly somebody wants to create that bullshit fantacy all over again, with me. Like, "hey I know I've just met you and what I meant by 'met' is knowing you on social websites but know what, I have crush on you and I'd like to be your everything someday eventho I havent hear your voice & we only whatsapp plus text" What the fuck is that? Seriously I'm tired of all this. You know like its no point of loving someone goddamn hard but get nothing in return psh sorry to say this. I'll be reaching sixteen this month lah sia I'm not thirteen or fourteen anymore. g o d pls help me why do I have to encounter this kind of situation everytime I'm still in the state of mending my broken pieces of heart!!!!! not goin' to repeat the same mistake, ever. plus yknow its not possible for myself to love 2 diff person in the same time, if I started to love you that means you're the only one and right now, yes aman still conquers my heart, no doubt. so if you're thinking to steal his place, pls come back in 4 or 5 years, maybe I'll be able to recognize your existence a lil bit more. I always tell myself & amal & all my friends "you'll find someone better once you enter university" totally the truth. yes yes I know there're some of those 'love since school' succeed and end up with halal way, but MOST didn't. It's so heartbreaking ok
But I'm still in the forgetting process of course, I'd be pissed off sometimes, remembering how did all of these happened between us, I just feel like killing nobody aha aint funny. Its a normal thing tho, don't worry too much the right person will come. Definitely will. If he's meant to be yours, then he will be. Believe in Allah S.W.T power, He who controls. Have faith in Him, make efforts, combine with endless du'a, and it's perfect :') Oooooh look at your face hahahaha my words impress you huh? Lol I'm a weirdo lah sia, so full of myself. But there's one thing I'm wuite disappointed with myself............
That is, pimples.
Look at how many pimple babies is produced wtf it grows everyday. I'm out of meds stock bcus its deepavali and mr. Thannir is happily celebrating it so the clinic is closed. When will I be able to have the puuuurfect skin? >:( Oh and this is my Maal Hijrah photo. After maghrib prayer, lol.
